piss off...

i hate it when i make mistake in work or whatever thing i suppose to do
duno whether is my good point or bad point...
i will want things that i do to be perfect
i know is quite impossible but i hope to be as perfect as possible
maybe it was bcox i was born imperfect
that why i want to change fate and be able to produce perfect things
when things turn out imperfect
it just sort of remind me how imperfect i am

it gets really tiring trying to make things perfect...
i think is time i try to change this habit
things will never be perfect
so like i never will

P.s: i should also change the habit of trusting ppl too much
should trust no one but myself...