favourite movie of the year!!!

Watched this show with WP (with free movie pass =P)... great show, great plot and great graphic!! I love it to the max... The day after tmlo is already a great show, this is even better! A show that will make you worry about 2012, make you ponder about relationship and just make you WOW in some parts. I expected the graphic to be great already due to the creator but i really din expect the whole show to be so touching! i cried thru the whole show lor =( I want to watch it the second time!! who wan pei me?? hee

am tired...

I wan to forget but i cant... i wan to stop missing but i cant... I wan to stop the love but i cant... All i can do now is to concentrate on my studies and put u behind my mind...

P.s: How do i say goodbye to someone i never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it i miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never mine?

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not in a good mood today... dun feel like studying, dun feel like working... jux feel like staying at home and stay in my bed... wat is happening??

P.s: Wan ping ah... pls take care of ur body wor... LUV

need not forget...

I starting to dislike myself for why do i have to like you of so many people... it is affecting my life style, is it affecting yours? i do not want to forget you but i just want to be able to live my life as per normal... what am i really to u?? idiot pig =P

sick once again...

haix... i am sick once again... My body is really freaking weak ah, the last time i gotten sick was just less than 1 month ago lar :( I wan a stronger body!!! hate being sick, hate feeling so uncomfortable, hate not being able to do anything... Recovering from my sore throat, not having fever already but i keep getting giddy and just realise out of no where i have low blood pressure... like wth, more and more problem... At least if i am sitting down my head will not feel giddy, hope i wun faint at work tml ah :P time to go study le... LUV

P.s: Thx for your morning call :) brighten my day, hee...

study study study...

Spend like the past few days trying to catch up with all the work i miss... But... these few days is not enough i only managed to like study for a few chp for auditing and managment accounting :( so stress, dun like... when will i be able to get rid of studying?? Have to study hard le, its already dec already and i am just left with less than half a year... I wan to be able to do well this year!! please!! i dun wan to screw up again!!

P.s: My two xin ai de!! we mux really start to have our study session every friday okie!! we mux all do well together!! LUV

stay mine??

Will you stay mine?? The answer was long hidden in my heart... It will never be :) and i will have to keep remembering this ans to stop me from dropping into the hole... LUV

Suay week...

Last week ended with a suay day too and i hope this lead to my end of suayness. Hahha, i this clumsy ger actually fall down straight on my face on the face when i was rushing to work. It hurts and the first person that came to my mind was him. But watever, time to change this mindset. Haix, it still hurts until today :( Time to go study... I am blogging crap for this entry... lol, maybe cox i just woke up...

P.s: <Did you ever fall for someone, that you really didn’t want to, words can’t explain why, but you love being with them every minute. It’s one of the few things that make you happy

and it shouldn’t, and all you wanted to do was try to give up on them, but you couldn’t.

i like...

nice quote...

They asked, "how does it feel to love someone who loves someone else?" After a deep breath, I answered, "It's like hugging a cactus, the tighter you embrace, the more it hurts..." But i cant stop for now though it hurts... as i still love the talks we have although i cant ask for more...

An unlucky day 03.11.09

Yesterday was freaking unlucky day for me!! First i cant rest as someone gotten mc and i help to cover. Unexpectedly, there was quite a good dinner crowd yesterday, i almost died at work. Although i always believe that working on 3 person will work but i came to realize yesterday that it depends on whose the other 2 person. Everything just came together, customer complain, customer fall down, petty cash counted lots of time before getting it correct, forget to print sales summary and the idiotic pos still hang on me. Piss off lor!!! ultimate piss off!!! piss off that i screw up at work, i should not be... :(

Yesterday also came to make me realize one point even more, i am never important in your life and never will be. My expectation are starting to run high already. Becoming dependent on you, wanted so much to talk to you last night but guess you were tired. You know how much i wanted yesterday to rest on your shoulder and tell you all about my unlucky day, how i just needed a hug from you to just make everything right. All these i could just have it in my dreams, isnt it?? time to wake up...

P.s: Leaving someone behind means you only want the best for him, even if it means swallowing the sad reality that, the best just isn't you.

watever...

Some screw up things happen yesterday again... This matter i was at fault, at fault that i tried to disturb him. I thought we were close, i thought you know that i was just playing around but it backfire i guess. That i am sorry and apologize to her and the rest of the bitches for bringing trouble to you gers. I am tired already and i do not have the strength to explain about this matter. No matter how much explanation is done, things will not change, the fault will still be with me only. Everyone will still have to do things according to what she want. I do not like it, backstabbing us and blaming everything to other people. Actually end up there were never the bitches group... It was always just your group where the world turn just because of you. Please let all the tolerance be with me later!! I dun wan things to get worst and make everyone worry.