Thursday, July 22, 2010

disappointment...

disappointment can lead to alot of things
for me it might be just letting go...

letting go of the friendship
letting go of the worries
letting u lead your own life...

it just drain me out
worrying about you
thinking of what best for you
yet you choose to lie and hide for me

i maybe strict with you
cause i want to help you get what is best
maybe i was too strict
i put too much effort in it
and i hate people to lie to me
not once, not twice but lots of time
it just let me lose hope
and you know i hate this feeling
because i once lose a 'sister' before...

like what i decided for work
loosen up and dun bother so much
and life will be easier for me
so is time to let u go

just give me some time to adapt
we will still be friends
just that i will stop nagging
since now u have a new daddy
he will do it...

P.s: i just dun want to not feel appreciated again
the feeling sux...
actions always speak louder than words


Tuesday, July 20, 2010

nice place!!

Been very long since i last meet up with Suzanna
miss her so much!!!
still rem the time we hang out with the rest
althought 2 years pass by
there isnt much difference

we had a great time at mount faber
eating and having wine
thx ger for the treat
and bringing me to such a nice place
lets meet up often ok!

LUV ♥

Friday, July 16, 2010

sign of relief

I suddenly feel a sign of relief
relief that i realise i finally moved on
that i know you no longer hold on to my emotions

maybe not all feelings is gone
i know you still stand a part in my heart
no matter how bad people say you are
i dun regret liking you before
*all things happen for a reason isnt it

Glad to be able to be still your friend
glad that we still tell each other most of our things now
glad that we be able to hang out at times

Just be happy ok
and this will made be contented already
for the last time i will say and think
**********
and let it stay hidden in my heart forever =)

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

is getting close...

my birthday is coming soon...
people have been asking me what i will be doing
hmmm...
haven really bother to think
but dad gave me an idea
have a celebration at the condo...
maybe can be considered

haix
going to be one more year older
so many people getting engage
for me all this seem so far away
life seem okay for me being alone
but
i admit it does get lonely at times
but lets not rush into things...

P.s: dun worry daddy
i will get a bf de lar..
i guess =P

LUV ♥

Saturday, July 10, 2010

lazy...

Florence 温流 omg... i want to clean up my room!!! but i am freaking lazy ah =(

Thursday at 11:45pm Friends Only · ·
Ryan Chee
Ryan Chee
haha...i help you loh...hehe...1 hour $50...
Thursday at 11:56pm · ·
Florence 温流
Florence 温流
wow!!! so expensive!!! i poor ger leh can i have a lower price =P
Thursday at 11:56pm · ·
Ryan Chee
Ryan Chee
haha....where got expensive leh....so cheap ad loh...
Yesterday at 12:01am · ·
Jacky Ng
Jacky Ng
I help you 25 euro per hour... cheaper? lol
Yesterday at 12:03am · ·
Florence 温流
Florence 温流
hahahah... slightly cheaper only... you are my daddy jacky shld help me for free ma...
Yesterday at 12:06am · ·
Jacky Ng
Jacky Ng
Then you come clean up my room for me? lol
Yesterday at 12:07am · ·
Ryan Chee
Ryan Chee
ya loh...jacky so be greedy for money...haha
Yesterday at 12:07am · ·
Florence 温流
Florence 温流
hahaha... why all my frenx so money minded de!!

jacky >> ur room shld be very clean le ma
Yesterday at 12:12am · ·
Jacky Ng
Jacky Ng
lol.... no $$$ no talk! And ya my room is neat de of course... and you being a girl.. pls go and tidy up your unsightly room lol
Yesterday at 12:13am · · 1 personLoading... ·
Florence 温流
Florence 温流
ah ya... i know and i want to... but when i see all the books and clothes... i feel so lazy =(
Yesterday at 12:16am · ·
Jacky Ng
Jacky Ng
‎......... jialat!
Yesterday at 12:18am · ·
Ryan Chee
Ryan Chee
very jialat....
Yesterday at 12:20am · ·
Carmen Tan
Carmen Tan
i'll help u....
Yesterday at 12:22am · ·
Ryan Chee
Ryan Chee
but now 2010 de girl all is lazy want...haha....guy better clean loh.....
Yesterday at 12:23am · ·
Florence 温流
Florence 温流
jacky, chee>> it is not tat jia lat ok. hahah...

carmen>> come back from malaysia help me =(
Yesterday at 12:23am · ·
Lew Wan Pin
Lew Wan Pin
haha:) it ok.. mee too...i being saying wan to clean my room since new year until now still haven:) *high five*
Yesterday at 12:43am · ·
Loh Mun Yeong
Loh Mun Yeong
Girls those days............LOL! =X
Yesterday at 1:02am · ·
Carmen Tan
Carmen Tan
ok, wait me.....
Yesterday at 1:07am · ·
Florence 温流
Florence 温流
i manage to pack abit le... so i am not tat bad okay ppl...

carmen>> i will wait for u, hee
mun yeong>> go die lar...
Yesterday at 1:45am · ·
Lew Wan Pin
Lew Wan Pin
haha...abit..mmm...ok...
Yesterday at 1:48am · ·

hahahahha
just a post about me lazy to clean up my roon
yet there is so many comment...

i did manage to clean up my room ok!!
manage to clean up my clothes
clear up part of my notes...

there is still alot of work to be done
but at least i am starting =)
also started to read up on my law notes too
have to get ready for school start

P.s: i feel strange this few days
feeling lazy
lazy to smile and be the cheerful me
but there is nothing wrong with me
hmmmm....

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

NOT emo

I AM NOT EMO!!!!

Sunday, July 4, 2010

bad day

i felt horrible today
working with my horrible seasick
flaring up at daddy
for no reason

sorry daddy =(
you are not at fault lar
i jux had a bad temper
but i really tried to change le
i know my temper is better
but maybe it just aint enough
haix

i am strong headed too
so i still do not think the same way
as you for the other case =P
dun kill me... hahah