Ice age!!

wooo... ice age with sweetie tmlo!! sure very nice, happy ^_^

why am i missing you??

I do not know why but i recently keep thinking of MT. Actually not just recently but it have been hapening for sometimes. Now i do not even have the chance to see you and i cannot contact you. Really hope you are happy and waiting for you to call me out of no where.

On a happy note, thanks shi xian for passing me the great pps program!! i am so addicted to it now. I can almost find all the shows on it, criminal minds, chinese entertainment show, bleach, naruto, chinese shows and even my spongebob!! woooo... so happy, but i think my eyebag is going to get worst... omfg :(

I am freaking piss!!!

I am so freaking piss at work today. I was scold by J why did i close the garlic bread machine so early as they will have to help me bake the bread. I use to not close the machine so early but the washer will come and nag me for them, like i do not want to go home early. What the fuck they want be to do? No matter what i do i feel that i am always wrong. Is like i already close very late compare to others already and why do she have to fucking chose me to say. I am really freaking piss with everyone in the store. Even i do not know what wrong with some of my staff, i always have to do all the things. At the moment, i really feel like just be someone irresponsible and not go to work next week. However, i will feel damm guilty, so still have to go to work. I really dun feel the motivation at work anymore. I am sad... :(

busy day tmlo...

Due to my off from tuition from the weekends, i will be very busy tmlo. Have tuition at bukit merah in the morning, come home for lunch and follow with tuition at toa payoh. If i have time i also need to buy something before my work at far east. Ahhh... i am running out of time and yet the things i need is not brought yet. I hate it when things do not go according to my plan (virgo character) but i am trying to not get so work up when it happen. Trying hard to make me a better person by learning from experience. I will not totally change as this way i will not be the florence you guys know. Time to sleep, if not i will fall alsleep at work as there is so little customer this few days.

P.s: Some of the best lessons learn is through past mistake, the air of the past is the wisdom of the future.

orchard central...

Offically declare broke... whahahha

I need to work more, teach more tuition to earn back my money. I feel so uneasy with so little savings. It is time to stop shopping and start earning. Waiting for my staff to start school and it is my turn to work freaking hard. This week having three days off from Thursday to Saturday. Going have a great week, with thursday majong session at Zee house, friday gerri party, saturday possible majong again! wooo, this weekend no tuition and allow me to play through the night. Hope gerri bdae celebration will go well and everyone have great fun. As planning was done in a rush, hope nothing will be undone. Ahhhhhhh, prezzie....

P.s: Nothing is permanent in this wicked world, not even our troubles.

Love this song!! :)

张栋梁 - 爱你胜过自己

不会再后退 也不能再挽回

我们之前的一切 让我对心残废

要多少智慧 才能都无所谓

倒不如给幸福多一次机会

我们相爱过 你选择了沉默

我们想把感伤轻轻带过

哭过能够重新来过 我们有没有把握

只是放开这样的你 并不容易

为何这一切已注定 不争气

这对你着迷的心 留下难看的字迹

相信我会痊愈

原来这场战役我输得最彻底

胜利的你却不屑地走下去

留下无法磨灭的回忆

爱你胜过自己

不会再后退 也不能再挽回

我们之前的一切 让我对心残废

要多少智慧 才能都无所谓

倒不如给幸福多一次机会

我们相爱过 你选择了沉默

我们想把感伤轻轻带过

哭过能够重新来过 我们有没有把握

只是放开这样的你 并不容易

为何这一切已注定 不争气

这对你着迷的心 留下难看的字迹

相信我会痊愈

原来这场战役我输得最彻底

胜利的你却不屑地走下去

留下无法磨灭的回忆

爱你胜过自己

只是放开这样的你 并不容易

为何这一切已注定 不争气

这对你着迷的心 留下难看的字迹

相信我会痊愈

原来这场战役我输得最彻底

胜利的你却不屑地走下去

留下无法磨灭的回忆

爱你胜过自己

in a mess

Mind is in a mess and i need my own time to rearrange my thoughts. I know what is the right thing to do and truely from my mind i know what i have to do, but now my heart is making me thinks of things that is not right. It is good that at least he keeps doing stuff that remind me the right thing that have to be done. I need to be strong and with time let my mind cover my wound. I am not feeling great now and wants to just drink and forget about him. At least, my brain is still working, if not i would have just went back to... ... Ahhh!! I shall go sleep and just forget everything.

P.s: Out of suffering emerge the strongest soul, the most massive character are those serious scar.

Genius Doctor Reid!!

I am so in love with doctor reid in Criminal minds. He is a genius who knows almost everything in the world. The most amazing thing is that he can read a thick in just 6 minutes. Seeing him from someone nerd in season 1 to someone cute in season 2. Ahh!! i am addicted to criminal minds, so nice ^_^

recover well wor...

My bao bei gerri is sick!! Hope she will recover fast and will not feel so 'xin ku'. I am still feeling very tired from work, guess i am still not use to working so many days. However, i cannot rest because i need to earn as much money as i can, maybe then i can consider buying PsP. I am currently trying to get back money people own me. Message Klice and she did not reply me, maybe i must try to call her. It is not a small sum of money and the money is actually not that important but the trust i place in her.

P.s: Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask and he will tell you the truth.

Time heals all wound??

It had been said time heals all wounds, i do not agree. The wounds remain in time, the mind protecting the sanity cover the wounds with scar tissues and the pain lessen. But it is never gone...

Emo... emo...

Haix... back to my emo state again. Think i will need some time to get over it again. Guess i have really overreacted about the matter, she was not that important in the first place. Maybe what Gerri say was right, i overreacted cox i still care about him. I know i still miss him and i do not want it to be this way. I want to be able to be strong and have a happy life without feeling sad for him anymore. Guess things wun go perfectly in the way i want them to go but with some time i believe it will happen.

Putting away the sad stuff, i am happy because i finish watching first series of criminal minds!! weeee... it is such a nice show. Second series here i come...

P.s: The defect of our mind is like wound in our body, even if great care is taken, there will still be scar.

Pc show...

I am broke because i just went to pc show and finally brought my harddisk. Yeah, now i can take all the shows from Zee and Wk le, weeeee!!! The main reason why i am broke is i brought Gps for my daddy. Singapore is really small because the salesperson was actually my schoolmate, Adam. I dun even remember whether he is my primary school or secondary school mate at that moment. But after thinking about it, i think that he is my primary school mate ah. Time to work hard to earn money!!! weeeeeee....

P.s: To cry for that person is wasting water in the body. Him leaving you is your fortune and you leaving him is his unfortune.

i need a aircon!!

I know i need a aircon, but zee and shi xian stop telling me about your house aircon! Damm bad ah!!! U all do not hav a heart! Should pity me then laugh at me lar! Buy me a aircon!!! :)

someone spoilt my mood yesterday, idiotic!!

It was suppose to be a happy day since gerri, gz and me went to check out the price for redang trip. This means that the redang trip will happen and I had a fun time with them like I always do. However, i was feeling very tired as it is only the second day at work after two whole months. While i was watching my fav. show criminal minds someone came to talk to me on msn.

He just accuse me out of no where for wat happen between me and g. Like what the hell, since you know from him just ask what exactly happen from him. Why do you have to come and disturb me with all this rubbish? You say that he is heartbroken that why you do not dare to ask him, what rubbish is this!!! Please get the right idea before asking, why cant you think whether i will be sad. Ask me why i got a change of heart and watever, watever, even when i tell you is he initiate the break still ask me why i do not like him anymore. I was so damm piss off, i tried to be nice and still talk nicely to him. I regretted ah!!!!!!! Should have just flare up ah but it is just my character. I am still very pek chek althought this stuff happen yesterday!! If u wan blame me just get the hell out of my life lar, he so perfect then just go talk to him, i do not mind. Such not let such a person to spoil my mood, i shall think of happy things.

P.s: Hahaha, just letting my anger out :)

thx pees!! luv u all!!!

i finally decided to blog but i forgotten my password for my old blog. Therefore, I started this new blog, forgetting him and everything that does not make me happy. I love my life now, working hard and playing hard. My holiday is getting better and better :) Looking forward to the end of my holiday, holiday to redang with gerri, gz and maybe zee and holiday to genting with my gi na. Althought we are just travelling to malaysia but the most important thing is the people around me, i know i will enjoy the trip.

In this first post, the most important thing is to thanks my friends and family who cheer me up or simply just make me feel happy around them. My mummy and daddy for being such good parents, Gerri for always being there for me, Eugene for helping me think right, Guan Zhao for keep reminding me, All my Gi Na (Zee, Shi Xian, Kales, Boon Yan, Jia Qi) for just able to make me happy around you all, Danny and Kian Meng for being concern and all of my other great friends! I love you all so much!!!! My life will not be this great without you! Thanks for everything! Hee!!

P.s: What we do for ourselves, dies with us. What we do for others in the world, remain immortal.